Tuesday, July 17, 2012

One of THOSE nights

ADD couldn't get herself interested in going through the paperwork that she carelessly slung in a big tote when she cleaned off the desk.  Then stuck the tote on the desk when she got too "tired" to do it.  With the bills all jumbled up with last year's homework and other bits that probably need to be thrown out.  OCD is sitting here worrying about it but won't get up to do it since it's 11:25 and probably needs to get to bed anyway.

OCD is overanalyzing the new relationship, which started out probably way too fast and heavy and is now slowing down to a more normal pace.  OCD doesn't see anything wrong with it, but as usual wants to go over and over the mistakes ADD probably made in the first flush of excitement that - surprise! - someone wanted to be around her.  ADD is just pissed off that it's been two days since she's seen her boyfriend, and then only for a couple hours for a walk and a drive.  OCD sits and struggles over how many times to text and what tone to take when she does, and tries not to count the minutes it takes to get a reply.  Siiiiiiiiiiighhhh.....

Some days it really, really stinks to be me.

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